I wonder if it's dumb to hope..
I wonder if it's embarrassing to get so excited about things, friendships, and moments.
I feel a fool this week for being so excited about something not for sure.
And then to get the notice that it wasn't going to happen.
I felt rejected. Silly. I felt like a FOOL.
But I am reminded over and over that nothing is forever and nothing is guaranteed.
Yet, there are times too when I just can't help but to wrap myself around an idea or just let myself completely fall in love.
As I get older, I get more jaded. I feel I must be a fool because I still get excited about things and there are others with dimmer eyes treating me like a child for having so much faith.
It's feels a little dumb to have blind faith.
It feels lonely.
To be a fool.
But, nothing is forever.
I wonder if it's embarrassing to get so excited about things, friendships, and moments.
I feel a fool this week for being so excited about something not for sure.
And then to get the notice that it wasn't going to happen.
I felt rejected. Silly. I felt like a FOOL.
But I am reminded over and over that nothing is forever and nothing is guaranteed.
Yet, there are times too when I just can't help but to wrap myself around an idea or just let myself completely fall in love.
As I get older, I get more jaded. I feel I must be a fool because I still get excited about things and there are others with dimmer eyes treating me like a child for having so much faith.
It's feels a little dumb to have blind faith.
It feels lonely.
To be a fool.
But, nothing is forever.
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